February 2012
guidance? anyone?
valentines day relationship alert is on. hahahaha.
here’s the situation. any thoughts are welcome.
i met this guy on new years eve. we started talking and hit it off; i found it strange that i could tell him practically my whole life and he didn’t really see it as a big deal. he basically knows a lot more about me than most, and i dont know if it was so easy to tell him because he...
quick life update!!
ah, so heres another ‘its been a while, let me update these people on my so called life’ post. i wish i had more time for my tumblr like i did before, but life is just super chaotic right now and i barely have time to sleep! all good things, though. all good things.
i have officially moved out of my parents house. and although its only ten minutes down the road, it’s given me...
new boy in my life=more self hate on my girl brain.
oh. my. gah.
relax, elisa. relax.
January 2012
shadows. rants. vent session.
i have so much on my mind tonight. and lately in general. ever since this Seva Challenge has been over, I’ve had a lot of time to just sit and think and I feel like it’s almost turning dangerous. is that possible? if anything, i know it’s not good. my thoughts are all over the place and i cant find my real journal tonight, so i’m spilling it here.
first. i got this new...
“Facing up to things, working through them, that’s what makes you strong.”
– The Truth About Forever by Sarah Dessen (via meestang)
December 2011
Anonymous asked: hey what are some of your fundraising techniques? i'm a class president and i really need to raise A LOT of money by the end of the year and i'm already out of ideas.
oreos :) →
life update.
in bullet form this time.
fundraising deadline got moved to Dec 31st. raised $8000 in four months…hoping miracles will happen in the next few weeks..lets get this show on the road!
new love interest is totally adorable and goofy.
moving into a new apartment starting tomorrow (i will miss my cat & pup).
being a vegetarian is kicking my butt at the moment. body isnt loving it like it...
someone new to follow. →
this girl is the sweetest and owns a little vintage shop down the street from my house. check out her blog and love on it!
“I aspire to remain in service to God, this planet, and each other in the name of...”
– Seane Corn
November 2011
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and sometimes you just have to say ‘screw it’ and grab a handful of chocolate….
when in doubt, write it out.
i’ve come to believe that facebook is really good at ruining peoples lives. and it is close to ruining mine. i cannot stop crying. which is funny because i never cry, but these past few weeks have been such a struggle for me that i just don’t know what else to do. feeling so weak is not something i’m proud of. when i look in the mirror these days i just see someone who is so...
“I am grateful that somehow we are made, in the most trying of times, to just...”
– Sarah Dessen (via julie911)
truth
(via middlenameconfused)
i am flustered beyond belief right now. i need to scream into a pillow or journal or something…
had to ‘divorce’ a group of best friends today since they’ve been treating me like a doormat. the boy who i was eyeing is apparently only interested in ditzy blond girls and is totally MIA right now because of that fact.
all. i want. to do. is. scream.
my creative juices are drained...
i have until december 15 to raise $20,000 for Off the Mat, Into the World and i’m at $4,000….waiting on some miracles to happen here. if you had to raise $20,000 for an organization, what would you do?
“Growth is never about focusing on someone else’s lessons, but only on our...”
– Marianne Williamson
it’s almost 3am…i’ve been up all night with the most amazing (and new!) friends i think i could ever ask for.
eating cupcakes, drinking cider, reading the newspaper, and watching a documentary.
my kind of love.
my so called life.
It’s been a while since i’ve been on this puppy. ….I have found that it is so hard to spill my guts to the ‘real world’. now i remember why i ran to tumblr in the first place. it’s a comfortable place for me to explain my feelings without it resulting in whiplash. reality is hard, man. so anyways, life has been quite insane for a while now. it’s hard for...
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things that are weird.
1) the fact that a kid i went to high school with is now part of the ‘Glee’ cast. 2) the fact that i had a MAJOR crush on his brother in high school…who lived around the corner from me.
weird. weird weird weird.
and pretty phenomenal, too. ha.
littlebearleah asked: Thank you for my treats!! They are SO wonderful! Im away for the weekend but will post pics monday. Thank you elisa!!
“I have fought and kicked and fasted and prayed and cursed and cried myself to...”
– Alice Walker (via amaalsaid)
October 2011
hello, tumblr.
its been a while. how are things?
September 2011
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“Be curious, not judgemental”
– Walt Whitman (via alyssadillon)
updates.
well, i feel like ranting, and i havent used this thing in a mega long time so i thought i would shoot an update out to the tumblr world. for those who listen. hahaha.
life is going at 8939 miles a minute. it’s hard to stop and take a breath, let alone make a phone call (which is often times important). i’m currently teaching yoga, working at the yoga studio, nannying for two...
August 2011
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“Normal day, let me be aware of the treasure you are. Let me learn from you, love...”
– Mary Jean Iron
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funny. here i thought trying to smooth things out would make things better between us. he thought it would be fine to just not say a word about a thing. too bad that’s not how life works.
guy’s an asshole. things just went completely backwards. again.
im over it. get out of my life. get out of this city. go away.